Speaking of which, I'm so sick of this all. I wish I could QUIT everything that's bothering me ; but I either can't seem or want to.
I wish I could be emotionless. I wish I could stop attaching feelings to everything.
I really don't know what I want.
Today at school, we had a really hungry yet high teacher. He's as happy as a I don't know what but he seemed damn high. And we just kept talking and copying notes. I really don't know what's going to happen to me next week, maybe my concentration level would just drop to zero, or somewhere close. Maybe I'll fall deep into the shithole of depression, or maybe I should just avoid school on that day. I don't know. I'll just see how it goes. Sigh.
Followed by attending a seminar for half an hour before walking out of it. Then dinner and a bit of walking around town. I hate town. It's a boring place. So different from last time. I don't know why but the shops close really early and made me in a very pissed off mood. I tried to suppress it but it didn't really turn up nicely plenty-a-time. Speaking of which, it's the 2nd time I experienced that town just gives me the glooms. Perhaps I should just avoid it altogether.
I should sleep early to witness the most boring class of every week early in the morning tomorrow and because of that, I have to wake up at 7.30am. Heavenly. And I just can't get to sleep right now.